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[31 Oct 2005|12:55am] |
im either shutting this down,
or making a new journal with
Friends Only within the next week.
so look out for that. <3
ps. last night was the homecoming dance. whoa fun ! hehe
ohhh and one last thing..
i have a boyfriend now =)
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[23 Oct 2005|05:11pm] |
well the party was mad fun ! and our decorations kicked ass
it was me, christine, stephanie, vi, alex, jill, katie, matt, chris, richard, joe, mike, andy, & richard
let me tell you, if you werent here, you missed all the fun. & im not going into details ! sorry !
but heres the picture i promised you guys =)
( FRiENDS ARE THE REASON WHY LOVE DOESN'T MATTER <3 )
i`ll post the pictures from after the party later, because for some reason, it stopped working lol
<3
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so about how tonight was HORRIBLY boring ! lol
tomorrows the party. stephanie and jill are coming over around 12, christine around 1, and lauren, alex & vi around 3:30... then everyone else around 6:30 or something... ughh its going to be hella fun !!!
christine & alex are staying over afterwards which should be exciting lol
hmm i think thats all for now... ill have pictures from the party in the next entry. look foward to it !
i must go to bed though, so im not tired tomorrow night AND i have to get up early anyway.
ps - whats everyones plans for the weekend ? anything exciting ?
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well, not much to say.
omg ! last night while coaching my little girls at cheerleading, we heard a banging so jess paused the music and it stopped, so we turned the music back on. then we heard it again, only louder. it sounded the someone was in the room were all the balls & first aid ish is kept so we all RAN to the lobby... the girls started crying & huddled around tory & me, dianna & jess were like shaking.. as soon as we closed the lobby door, we looked into the gym and i saw class fall from the windows.. people had thrown rocks at the window and it BROKE ! so we called mrs nally & she came and called the police.. jess looked outside and no one was out there... it was soo crazy !
anyway...
tomorrow i think im going over laurens around 4 to leave to the benefit concert @ kahunaville. bombs away is playing. its going to be soo sad ! RIP Mac Brown .. soo many people are going to be there. its going to be insane.
my parties this saturday ! w00p w00p ! im excited ! theres like 50 people coming ! fuck yeahhhhh ! haha..
hmm i think thats about it. a week from saturday is our homecoming. im excited ! lol
hmm k thats all... more later <3
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[17 Oct 2005|08:33pm] |
... an emotionally rollercoaster.
so many things are going wrong now. so much for being effing happy
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things might finally be looking up for me... <3
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[11 Oct 2005|05:26pm] |
i am still very much in love with my ex-boyfriend, brandon.
we hung out the other night, and it just made me think of all of the times we had together. all the good & bad. the happy & sad. it almost brought tears to my eyes. it was the first time we hung out since july, or so, and maybe the 3rd time hanging out since christmas break last year. we dont talk much, but i see him everyday because we go to the same school. his best friend told me he gets nervous around me. i've seen it happen, so i believe him. brandons best friend's father told me him getting nervous means he likes me ? idk what to believe though. if someone asks him if he likes me, he says no, unless its his best friend of course. i can tell by the look in his eyes, but he wont tell me anything. idk what to do.
i dont know if i want him back, or i just want to know what it feels like for him to love me again. to just have that
he was a very, very wonderful, sweet, loving boyfriend.
he's the only guy i never really care about being stupid around, because it honest-to-god doesn't matter to him. he loved me, he. loved. me. there's a guy who i have a crush on sort of, i don't know him but he's lovely but i like seeing him. i'll never feel comfortable around him. we don't know each other, don't talk, and i always want to look extra pretty when i'm going to see him. with brandon, it doesn't matter. i have a picture of brandon and me from our first date, it's the most beautiful thing in the world. i miss him.
i miss him so much.
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heyyyy GUESS FUCKING WHAT !
i hung out with the love of my life last night !
ahh yeah, i went over jenns aunts yesterday after school yesterday & we just hung out.. the plan was to pick up brandon & dom from doms house and all of us & brian and go to frightland.. but on the way to pick up the guys christa called & said frightland was closed so we picked them up and went to the mall... jenn & i got sweats & sweatshirts thats are soo cute ! haha then we walked by cinnamon bun and saw diana and chris & when we were in aero we saw dianna & her mom... then we went to the fountain to sit and saw madison with her love there ! we said hey and what not then just sat & took pictures & ish ( which some are posted on myspaceeee ) then we saw some old dude run by with cops following him because he was shop lifting ! haha it was funny ! .. anywayy then dom & jenn put start stickers all over their legs ! it was soo 'stylish' lol then we went to the food court and sat & talked for like half an hour before doms mom picked us up...
she brough us back to brians house and me & jenn painted our nails & tried on all our new clothessss ! then i talked to dom & brandon on the phone while she took and shower and ended up falling asleep..
woke up this morning, got ready & went to jenns cousins vollyball game then to the farmers market, then back to brians.. just hung out and got ready/packed up then jenns dad picked us up and he broguht me to my house.. started to clean my room then went out with the family for dinner...
now im here, bored. everyones at the smh or christina homecomings which im suppose to be at both of them but instead im home. i have a horrible headache !!! ughh...
well if you have a myspace, add me & comment my pictures !!!
(-- www.myspace.com/un_pretty --)
<3 <3 <3
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[03 Oct 2005|09:46pm] |
so.. i TRIED to talk to him about this, like a few of you said too... but i wasnt too successful...
me: hey i have a question.... things have been going around and a BUNCH of people are telling me you like me... wth's going on?
him: didnt people already call me to ask me this
me: who ?
him: diana
him: haha uhm there might of been more
me: i dont talk to dianna that much anymore... wait, who else?
him: i unno
me: well idk about any of this..
yeah, so. im thinking about NOT talking to him anymore, because i always get hurt when i do...
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omg i dont know what to do !
ok well EVERYONES telling me the guy i like, likes me. like all his friends from school that i know and what not & and in the halls he points me out to ppl and says "shes really pretty ... I KNOW HER!!!" and he told my friend he was thinking about asking me to homecoming, if he was planning on going... and this fat chick asked him, he said no because hed rather go with me... well since then i kinda thought he liked me too but like .... friday i saw him staring at me at lunch and he kept doing it... then yesterday when he was at his friends with 4 other guys, one of them called me and TOLD me he liked me and the guy i like didnt deny it or anything then i called that same guy back today and asked him if he was serious and he said no... so everything went back downhill from there... then my friend called him maybe 20 minutes ago or something to ask him if he DID like me because people have been saying he has but all he had to say was "no"
so idk what to think.. he shows signs he DOES like me but he says he doesnt.
anyone, ANYONE ?
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ok i know i havent been on here to update like i was when i first started.. i apoligize !!! ... heres whats been up with me..
schools beens great, except im doing HORRIBLE in history. i found out i have study with madison which is pretty awesome. homecomings the 29th and i have no idea whether im going with someone of with a group of friends. well have to see what happens... we signed up for clubs on friday. im doing prep club, language club, and blue&gold club. i went to ccs varsity cheerleading practice this weekend to help. we ended up showing the squad a stunt and i was soo sore ! i had to base for the first time in months ! haha but it was fun. wednesday me, kait, alyssa, & nicole watched the guys play basketball after school & me and justin got into a small 'fight' lol.. but it was rather stupid. i dont like that kid ! hes an arse ! ... anyway, thrusday we had to stay after until like 3 or something because alyssa & nicole wrre getting tutored and me & kait didnt have a ride till 3 or something so we just walked aroung the halls for an hour and hung out in mr novaks office.. friday after school i came home and slept for 2 hours. then i got ready and went to stacys... chase & matt came and got us and we went to frightland.. dianna was there with lanie, rachel, tyler, & joe .. we didnt hang out with them though... we went on the hay ride first which wasnt as good as its been in the past.. but we went on with chelsea & her boyfriend... then we walked through the haunted woods which was pretty awesome... before we got out some guy that worked there stopped us and started talking to us. i found out hes a freshman from sallies & he was hott even with his costume on ! ahah his name was dan something.. i dont remember what he said he last name was lol.. but yeah then we did the bar/mansion/attic.. i was like HANGING on matt because i hate walking through things like that haha.. after all the ish we got food and chases mom came and got us.. she dropped us off at stacys so she could get her stuff then my dad picked us up and we came to my house.. just talked for an hour or something .. tried called people but no one was awake or whatever so we went to sleep... woke up EARLY ! like 8 or something ! talked till like 9 lol then cleaned my WHOLE house ! haha then went to ajs for about 20 minutes.. oh that was fun ! hahah... then my step dad picked us up.. we dropped stacy off at her house then i went to my moms to babysit katie & jonathan.. that was boring lol... then around 9 we left her house & went to my moms work because the alarm was going off & police were there.. then i came home..
now im here being bored. waiting for my dad to finish his game on playstation so we can watch drop dead fred... hmm idk what im doing tomorrow. i think im hanging out with aj and all them, which should be fun ! ohhh i forgot to mention.. i died my hair dark over a month ago.. idk if i wrote that in here but heres a picture of it...
for some reason, it wont let me use rich text mode so heres the link... http://tinypic.com/e7bfbo.jpg
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[30 Sep 2005|05:49pm] |
so about how my day at school was awesome !
ilovehim<3
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i hate myspace!
effing tom deleted my account ! everyone who has a myspace, message him about it. my link was www.myspace.com/un_pretty . send him hate mail or something. i want my account back!!!!
later.
EDiT !!!
i have a new myspace ! everyone add me PLEASE!
http://www.myspace.com/30783679
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comments. comments. comments.
yeah, i`m doing bad with keeping up with them. i might just get rid of my journal, or something. i dont know yet.
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hey. just got home not to long ago. hung out outside till about 3:15 or so with evan <3 , chris, tony, 2 other sophmores, & a junior.. then me & evan went over to renee, nicole, alyssa, & kaitlyns volleyball game. VIKINGS KICKED ASS ! ahah it was fun. evan made a crappy sign out of 4 pieces of looseleaf & red/black ink! he ended up not even holding it up haha
well i left there and now im home. i have homework & ish to do still. fun.. INT ! tomorrw & friday are half days. i think the CC girls are going to visit tomorrow so i might be going with them if alyssa can bring me lol. oh i have to go shopping with my mom for clothes. yeah, i have NONE for sallies homecoming this weekend. ummm i think im buying my homecoming dress too !! ill post pictures as soon as i get the dress !
umm i think thats it for now. OH i almost forgot to add. amanda scoita came to school with me today! haha she was my little 8th grade buddy which was fun. lol umm during science & free i got to skip lol to give amanda the 'tour' even though she didnt need one since shes been to the school 654765 times + 2 now haha... well thats it. i better start on this homework or itll never get done !
oops, dinner, gotta run ! <3
P.S. - i talked to him today. it was only about 2 seconds, but thats all it took. <3
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[17 Sep 2005|03:31pm] |
heyy... im hanging out with the guys today because i have no plans... wanna do something ? call me !
5.3.0.8.0.7.9 <3
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f l ii r t x: HEY TONY ! i like the things you do
oneamongthef3nc3: HEY TONY !
oneamongthef3nc3: if i could i would be you
oneamongthef3nc3: lol
f l ii r t x: youre the one and only tiger
oneamongthef3nc3: with the one and onle taste
f l ii r t x: you know how to take a breakfast and make it...
oneamongthef3nc3: MMMMMMMMMMMM GRREEATTT
f l ii r t x: frosted flacks
f l ii r t x: flakes*
oneamongthef3nc3: are more that good theyre...
f l ii r t x: GREAT@
f l ii r t x: !*
aha yes we ARE losers ! you dont have to tell us !
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soo the dance was fun last night..
dianna danced with adam ! hahaha it was soo funny ! haha we met some kids mike, dan, andrew, and like 65756 other guys lol... a bunch of people from st es were there.. like renee, stephanie, ellie, alex, kaitlyn, ect... and all my loves from corpus were there ! aww i got to see max !!! i missed himmmmm ! haha umm i saw mark too but he was being an ass... umm saw mark s & hes, well, different ! haha.. umm saw jimmy burns & tom gildea ! haha.. yeah theres was like 75478678769 people i knew ! haha
umm i also saw diana & her friend, mouse, or whoever was talking to her and i was there and he was like "i hate little freshman !" and i was like.. "umm.. im a freshman !" and he gave me a hung and was like "im sorry youre cool. i like you!" haha and i didnt even know him ! ahah but its all good because he was HOTTT ! haha
umm i danced with joey, even thought i didnt know it was him ! haha.. yeah i was just talking to him and realized it WAS him.. but its all good.. umm i saw kory <33 haha i love that kiddo ! when he was talking to diana & people i came up behind him and kicked his knee out ! lol he was like "id be mad if that was anyone else, but since its you its okay" haha hes such a sweetheart !... anywhooo... then i was suppose to get a ride home by the littles but my brother ended up picking me & dianna up.. we went to wawa and got like 8 drinks for just us 3 and rob got candy.. got home around 12 and dianna was like WAYY hyper so it drained her energy and we went to bed by 1:30 i guess ? lol
today we just listened to music & talked till almost 2:30 or so then brought dianna home. now im here waiting for dinner... school tomorrow.. blehhh lol !
later hater <3
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ok... im really bored. and, even though i havent updated forever, i really dont have anything to update about...
i was suppose to go to marissas party last night, but ended up not because of some stupid reasons... today sam picked me up and we went to the fashion show, which was quite stupid if you ask me. but i did buy the outfit i modeled so i had something to wear to the dance tonight. then we went to the dollar store for candy & a drink, then came home.
tonights the sallies dance. i get to see dianna & kristen ! oh and all my sallies friends ! =) haha i havent seen most of them in a year i guess.. so im excited. alot of people are going to the grange tonight and i want to go but id rather go to the dance lol...
anywhoo.. like i said before, theres nothing really to update about... klater<3
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